i take too much time 23:03

to shower. obviously because we're human, we are not perfect, we have flaws, we were born this way * i need to figure out the consequences of too long in the shower can cause larger pores

the thing with things 21:25

things happen. they just do. just like how shit happens. things go fine, things go wrong, things go awry, things go out of hands, things this, things that. but in a somewhat unpleasant circumstances, when we run out of excuses or simply when we accept things, this is what we say, "things happen".

other than that, things also change. even when it changes for the better, the things you've to go through to make it better is always somewhat painful.

but at the end of the day, when things have gone horribly out of hands, when you are so tired and cannot go even a step further, things would always, always be fine again.

that's the deal with things, really.

but you, love, on the hand, other than happening-changing-being fine like things, you are also very able to fight, to make efforts, to go that extra mile, to run faster, to go forward, to do whatever you can as to let things get the best of you. and while things will always be fine at the end of the day, your capabilities would somehow make it happen faster.

i hope you haven't forgotten that.

so do not fret, love.