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Wednesday, November 30, 2011

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Monday, October 24, 2011

however

Do you think fuck and other four-letter words are dirty? I don't think
so. In fact there is no such thing as dirty words. It is what you
associate with those words that make it dirty or super holy or
whatever.
Fuck is a verb anyway. And an exclamation. And a noun. And a part of
human anatomy. Nothing dirty about it. Me saying fuck is because you
deserve it, in all likelihood. Or you could be plain delusional. and
still, it's not a dirty word. That's an angry word

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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

goodnight

sweet dreams

F u nightmares

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Monday, September 19, 2011

a path and a practice

this is a path of letting go
so there will be room to live

if we hold on to opinions,
our mind will become dull and useless
let go of opinions

if we hold on to possessions,
we will always be at risk
let go of possessions

if we hold on to ego
we will continue to suffer
let go of ego

working without thought of praise or blame
is the way of true contentment

(Taken somewhere I read)

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Friday, August 19, 2011

yang akhirat?

ini soalan berat

dalam sedar pun masih tak tertunai

selalu dengar orang kata, kerja....sampai bila pun tak habis

ye. betul

itu soal dunia, yang akhirat? dah habis?

*gulp*

berat, memang berat

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Saturday, June 25, 2011

Its okay, I understand

Nothing that I can say to make u feel better
All u have to do is to be strong

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Monday, June 20, 2011

the sunlight that's not there

waiting for the Thai Noodle and Honey Chicken and chrysanthemum tea that i ordered, there was a quartet of a family, sitting next to my table. this was at Memory Corner in The Mall. one of those numerous by-the-corridor food outlet where u sit and eat (and try oh-so-hard not to direly mortify yourself by accidentally plunging your chicken to the other undesirable directions) very much in the face of public. but because this place comes complete with such an antique touch of wooden chairs and marble-top round table framed with wood which stand on very convincing wooden legs, not to forget its porcelain saucers with vintage floral patterns, i endured. and its Kampung style gastronomic delights with big portions that leave you breathless in finishing it (my ordered meal comes with a lot of noodles and two pieces of chicken, a drumstick and a wing with the drummette still attached), man, that is something worth chasing for (i was being rhetoric, you could of course simply order and pay).

oh, the quartet. excellent food can be so distracting. yes. there were a man, a woman, both possibly in early 30s, an older woman that could be an upper-echelon maternal figure and an infant in a pram. it was around 7pm and the small human was getting restless with all the conundrum and crying being the only means of communication that it knew, it did exactly that (please do not find it derogative that i refer to the infant as it. i had no idea whether it was a boy or a girl). first the man, possibly the father, picked it up and rocked his kid in his arms, walking around to lull the baby to sleep. the younger woman prepared milk in a bottle and then when that was done, the older woman with alacrity, took the baby from the man so that he and his wife could resume eating.

she fed the baby, cooed and sang and rocked the pram. she blathered to the baby, she rocked it in her arms and then put it over her shoulder to lull it to sleep. and somehow, in her mélange of relentless cooing, her lullaby on loop shuffling from one to another, her warm voice that only a mother could have and grant to their offspring and the gentle yet secure way she held that baby with such enormous affection and protection from the wearying world, it was i along with my treachery-stricken ears, my eyes that kept pilfering glances, and my moribund, shattered heart so jaded of running from its cavalcade of hazards, that were now soothed. pacified. at peace. albeit temporarily.

perhaps there’s hope for mankind.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

read my mind

dengarlah, jika masih ada telinga. i'll appreciate the people that take the time to listen

whilst, on the other side, in certain thing I just wish somebody can read my mind when things are unexplainable or no longer explainable
*(this is weird : unexplainable ada red underlined?)

u'll be told base on what u should know only or dlm bahasa melayu yg bermaksud agak kasar : anda akan diberitahu atas dasar perlu tahu. jgn tanya lebih lebih

Monday, May 16, 2011

baru habis berbual di telefon

1. words seems to escape these days. days and nights are well-spent on the bed. thoughts are so convoluted that i couldn't even decide on the most suitable words to describe

2. and hunger strikes me on a regular basis. waist is expanding like a pregnant woman or faster than Ottoman empire

3. decision making can very tedious process

4. ada 2 sebab

5. sebab untuk gembira

6. sebab untuk kecewa

7. if i appear to be indifferent or could not care less, that doesn't mean i do not care or concern or anxious. i simply have no idea how to show/express it

Friday, May 13, 2011

I pun boleh bitchy jgk

So, I'm better off alone, or I'd rather like it when you're not around.

Your presence, your so-called sweet talking, but to me u're lord of
bullshit, a naysayer, nothing wisdom when u start talking.

I smiled because I have no idea what is going on but seeing u makes me
want to burst out laughing of just how much you're being such a jerk

U don't have a boyfriend because u fell for the man on magazines cover

Muahhahaha

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Friday, April 15, 2011

jemu

balik2 soalan sama

asyik2 benda sama

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Tidak faham

Vicious cycle

Sampai bila?

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Sunday, March 20, 2011

guilty control

one moment she was convinced. feel important. happy beyond measure.
exchanging "good night & I love u sayang" with him every night

but the moment they hung up, next thing she knew, she locked herself
in the washroom. sobbing uncontrollably under the running shower

she felt guilty to his wife

realised her mistakes, she believed that she has violated a life of a
woman, just like herself. haunted by remorse, will karma apply for
committing something morally questionable without her unconditional
intention?

God will answer that. and for her is to bear the guilt. because she
has the whole time to feel sorry, begging to be forgiven and asking
for apologize from his wife.

What will be her remedies? Significantly, her faith does. With some
guilty cognition.

she seems better now


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Thursday, January 27, 2011

His final scene
The actor bows
And all those years
Are gone somehow
The crowd applauds
The curtain falls (Dream Theatre)

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Sunday, January 23, 2011

Jon-K

Jon Kortajarena

The fact that you're not in facebook is unacceptable

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