1. words seems to escape these days. days and nights are well-spent on the bed. thoughts are so convoluted that i couldn't even decide on the most suitable words to describe
2. and hunger strikes me on a regular basis. waist is expanding like a pregnant woman or faster than Ottoman empire
3. decision making can very tedious process
4. ada 2 sebab
5. sebab untuk gembira
6. sebab untuk kecewa
7. if i appear to be indifferent or could not care less, that doesn't mean i do not care or concern or anxious. i simply have no idea how to show/express it
